I spent most of this weekend in bed as I have felt so awful. But if this is what it takes to boot Lional the Loathsome Lurgyfied Lump out of my body and my life for good then so be it I will take everything they care to chuck at me. I have felt a wee bit down too but that is understandable I guess, it feels like I have been fighting all of this for so long now, nearly three years but I have overcome cancer in three places in that time but luckily only one of them decided to come back for a return stay in ‘ Hotel Tea ‘, I guess it must dig the surroundings………………lol .
To say I am looking forward to it all being over is an understatement but I do know that even when it is all gone the road to full recovery is a long one but it is one I look forward to travelling down. It means that I can actually start to make plans and look to the future properly.
I know that I can overcome almost anything life throws at me now and I can bounce back just like Bobby Darins rubber ball ( Oh heck that does make me feel blooming old now ). Even with all I have had to deal with over the last few years I still consider myself a lucky woman, if my ex hadn’t left me when he did I would not have found the anger to fight as hard as I have done and if Lional had not returned I may not have found my soul mate or had the privilege of being owned by Molly and now Richie. I now firmly believe everything happens for a reason even if you cannot see it at the time. Hindsight is a wonderful thing but I often wonder if I knew then what I know now would I have done things differently ? I like to think I wouldn’t because then I would not be who I am today, I am who I am today because of the choices I have made and the consequences of my choices whether good or bad. If I was to be brutally honest I have made some massive , huge, mahoosively bad choices in my life but in the last year I don’t think I have made one bad choice so maybe I am finally learning. Who knows all I do know is Richie is snoring like a warthog as he lays by the side of me in bed now and my eyes are starting to get heavy. So I will close now but will leave you with this thought .
With Much Love
Mollys Momma Tea