For all your lovely messages, tributes and posts for my darling boy, it is so lovely to know how much you all care for him. Things here are as ok as they can be but I am finding bedtime very difficult the bed seems such a large and lonely place without him farting the night away or licking my leg and I really miss his snoring. Ronnii is finding this strange too bless her heart she keeps looking for her partner in crime, it has upset her tummy a bit and she is off of her food a little but that is to be expected really.
She is now joining me for my first coffee of the day on Richies step when it is a nice weather, I am not going to stop that little ritual just because my boy is not physically here. I know he is sitting beside me in spirit as he did in life and it was a special little moment for us when ever we did it.#
I am supposed to be getting the house and garden all straight for Saturday but my heart isn’t quite in it even though I know it should be. So if you are coming please excuse any weeds or excess clutter I may not get round to but I am concentrating on my girl right now rather than the house as she needs the attention more and if I am totally honest I need her right now as well.
Even though I know it will be difficult emotionally on Saturday I am going to wear as big a smile as I can because I know Richie would want that and I know also that Ronnii deserves it, she is going to have a super special day and rightly so as well. She will be a proper Pawty Princess and knowing her everyone will fall head over heels in love with her as we all have.
She is hassling me for cuddles now so I am going close now and give her exactly what she asking for.
Thank you all again your words have meant so much to us all here